I've been working non stop still midnight for the past 2 weeks. Arrived office at 9am, leave office at 12 midnight, very cinderella! Plus, the machines and software have not been that kind to me, causing a LOT of issues happen and i feel like being ridiculed. Since i can still be considered as newbie to this switching engineering field (was working 2 years in hardware thingy and now i'm working with software), i feel timid and it's very hard to me to voice up my defense. =S
I have no time for myself, no time for my baby. I've skipped my monthly check up at Klinik Kesihatan for 2 months, but today i decided to sneak out from work (mind you, i still need to work even it's weekend) and went for the check up. Surprisingly, my Hb dropped tremendously and i need to be monitored later tomorrow. *sigh* Nurse advised me to get enough sleep, eat proper meals, do not work too hard, and try to overcome my stress. (i can still smile and laugh, so i don't think i'm that stress). Yes, i should get more tranquil and quality sleep, really tired and my hands and legs are swollen like polar bear's paw, everyday!
I know complaining and sighing makes my work effort jadi tak ikhlas, but yes, saya rasa saya kurang ikhlas sekarang, tapi still berharap rezeki dan salary diberkati. Amin!
Tomorrow is my monthly appointment with the gynae, tapi macam kena skip jugak coz my work need to be delivered on Tuesday. =(
I miss the old days in previous department and team.
Eh, happy mother's day to all mommies in the world, and my umi as well!